January 15, 2010
it's bad enough we get along so well...
still trying to keep my emotions (pink fluffy brain goo as erini likes to say) in check, but i lost a little ground today. we've covered that school is primary priority- not an issue. i'm a natural distraction from the smoking habit - lessened issue. my attempt at keeping it casual because i don't think he's long term - fail. i'm in a personal gray area where dating seems logical and long term seems possible. i'm still considering the distance, but it could work in my favor for once. i'll have tons of schoolwork to distract me from the fact i can't see him every minute of everyday. plus i'm going to devise an actual game plan for this semester and include all social stuff. scheduling before i get overwhelmed is better than getting steamrolled by my life (again) :p right now i'm adding le boy (who really needs a nickname) to the social agenda because it's hard to shake a guy who gets me so well
and i'm still enjoying the (semi-bumpy) ride...
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5 comments:
Hmm...
The initial attraction/flirting is always magical..
Wonder what happens next?
Glad things are moving along with the boy! What's he like? We'll figure out a nickname!
dave - one of two things: continued happiness or slow painful emotional death. i'm hoping for the former ;)
ashley - oooh i sense a blog poll is in my future :)
Is there any reason why you DON'T think he's long term? I always try to tell myself none of them are damn long term, but somehow that all changes.
ej - i don't think there was much of a real reason... even though he's always been the same, i thought there was something lacking in our dynamic. after meeting him, i couldn't tell you what it was i thought was missing. right now, i'm not worrying about long term too much, but there's definitely potential :)
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